im in such an attitude now u cant imagine how
big it is.
seriously.and i just wana go to some noone's land where i can just
screammmmmmmmm my lungs out.and then i can just sit down and sulk about everything in my life.and ive decided to compile a
-venting list.
where i can vent my fucked up attitude here.call me a loser.wadever.i don freaking care.call me vulgar.i don give a damn.call me a crude female.
I DONT FUCKING BOTHER.so heres my list of individuals zooming in and out of my life.
1.i don even know whether i like you or not.you just make me wana smile sometimes but most of the time,you are just pissing me off.i mean ppl are so full of criticisms abt u.but u noe wad.i chose to look at your gd points rather than ur flaws.but everytime i try to do that.ur
bad image is just glaring back at me.and when that happens.i just wana walk away from u.go to somewhere far away from you.so that i don hafta experience ur irritating nature.and now im thinking to myself whether ppl's comments abt you are more accurate than my opinion of u.u make me wonder sometimes why i have such bad taste.and i don freaking care whether alot ppl fancy you(tho i actually do bother a lil).cos its not my problem at all.but indeed you bring a smile to my face many a time.so i seriously donooo.but i am
tired.
2.you are
so freaking irritating do u noe that????????yup.like 70% of the time.and mind you.70% is alottttttttt.
3.stop acting like a
prissy princess.i cant stand it.and im not saying that girls hafta be gungho and tough and strong and wadever not.but pulease.
get a life.you are in serious need of one.
4.im so left out when im with you guys.im not informed about every freaking thing tts gng on.until i HAPPEN to hear it.i seem to be just a passerby whom you would wave a lil when u see me on the streets one day in future.freaking unbelievable.so much for all these.
_)#_$(@+!_#_~!@#%$&~!@#(+# @(#*~*&#@!)( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-->i am indeed a
loser.
anyways.ivan and i had a french fries fight at mac today.as in literally throwing fries at each other.im so glad no mac staff came up to us.phew.but it was supa funny.and i swear its fun.try that out man.and ah tu kept asking me to eat nuggets.yet ah mian didnt eat any!im the vacuum cleaner. (:
i nv cld imagine how studying in mac could spark off the attitude in me.
amazing huh?
maybe im just physically and mentally burnt outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
and im so glad im not seeing you for the next duno-how-many-days.cos right now.
i really really just wana shut u out of my life.
