maybe im just destined to be alone mans.friends of like freaking goddamn number of years.and -poof-.suddenly we are like strangers.not total strangers.but strangers whom you know but just those whom you plainly say hi to or something.today was reality check.and as i walked around with xmas carols ringing in my ears.i realised that i was excited abt xmas for simply nothing.that day i acted tough and strong.acting as if i felt nothing.i was smiling,grinning,laughing,joking.oh but you know wad.it hurts when that scene was right beneath my nose.i put up a front so that things wouldnt evolve into something real awkward.
but its all thanks to you guys that now i know that friends aint forever.okayy.so many people would just diss me right now.but yea.in my case.they arent.so much for hoping that they wld just prove me wrong.and congrats.cos you all did prove me right.
and thank you.because now i learned something.that i should NEVER EVER leave people out of the lurch at any one time.because you would never noe how miserable that person feels although he might act as if hes saying,"hey.you know wad?i dont care."cmon.we have feelings.and noone needs to make the sacrifice of having to bottle up everything in there.plus im not gona go arnd saying i don give a damn.bcos i do.
and thank you.
for simply making me stronger.
and i can survive on my own.
be protracted`
11:34 PM
me ai em rosanne//ennasor personal fiddles glares of the scorching sun.warmth of the oceanic waves.touch of the sand.smell of mud n field.odd-shaped rugby ball.pool dips.
