so i just turned 19 years old.omfg.like so freaking damn old.cos no more sweet 18 or sth.and i kind of like the number 18.but i guess it had to come sooner or later.so all my 18 yr old chums out there.IT WILL BE YOUR TURN SOON!and i turned 19 while talking on the phone with swee.and when it was like 12.04am............................swee:...............(cant rembr wad she was saying)me:eh waitswee:wadme:do u realise im 19 already?? swee:OMG!didnt realise it was past midnight already!!!!omg.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!haha.so when the clock struck midnight.i was actually blabbering crap on the phone.and so darn daymnson happy that so many ppl wished me.i still rembr how i spent my 18 bdae.and remembered every single prezzie i got.remembered ruai buying donut from temasnack and then taking a used candle to create a bdae donut!then the ruggers gave me things all in pink.slippers,notebk and gareth gates album.class girlies gave me adidas cap and pink photo frame.it seemed a short while ago.omg.i miss u guys so much im gona bawl out crying now.but i aint gona cry cos mature 19 yr olds dont cry easily. =_=tonite.it meant so much to me that u wished me happy bdae.i seriously dono if anyone reminded u tho i noe deep in my heart someone did.cos dont even think u wld rembr or even noe my bdae.but when i saw those words my heart skipped a beat.and u cldnt see how wide my smile was.but it meant MORE to me that so many of u guys remembered it.its been a year since my hp was busy with bdae msgs.thanks u guys.LOVELOVELOVELOVE. : Dmy comp is like dying on me now.damnit.so peace.yours truly a mature and old nineteen year old.
edit: was watching the vid on how animals are killed for their fur.and all i can say is FUCK THOSE PEOPLE WHO DID THAT.i mean seriously FUCK OFF BLOODY DAMNED CURMUDGEONS.i saw raccons being ripped of their fur.and then left to be bled to death.slowly being tortured by the pain and sorrow.and when those animals dont die.those fuckfaces stepped hard on them.and the ultimatum was the laughter in the backgrnd.i mean really BORN WITH NO HEARTS OR WAD.i pray hard that those asses would be reborn as raccons or wolves or rabbits or bears.AND THEN EXPERIENCE THE PAIN OF BEING SKINNED ALIVE.and well.wad can i say when it was shot in the country i detest most.so wad abt ur striving economy and being the future united states.achieve all that thru heartless and inhumane actions.and why cover those faces in the vid with big round white blotches?shouldnt their fucked up faces be shown to the whole entire world?if they can laugh abt skinning animals alive.im absolutely sure they can laugh it off when they get condemned or exiled or sth by animal rights groups.so lastly.THOSE GUYS IN THE VID SHOULD SERIOUSLY BURN IN HELL.SERIOUSLY BURNT LIKE REAL HARD CORE.fucking asses like them dont deserve anything better.
