its cliche but friends always tell her,"find a guy who makes u happy."
but she had to like a guy who broke her heart again and again.
then she would take forever to slowly pick up the pieces.
and her flippin' awesome bestie had been there all along.
helping her pull through step by step.
friends do wonder.
and she built broken parts.
got herself back together.
saw a glimmer of hope in life.
but as always.
she was heartbroken once again.
and she crashed even worse than before.
she was back into that mess of her life.
that downward spiral.
and all of a sudden.
she felt so lethargic.
and she decided.
its finally time.
to let go.
its gona take so much to slowly pull away.im may not come out stronger and tougher after all that shit ive been through.but after 19 years of being on planet earth.i now know that best friends would always be there to chase away your doubts and fears.the good in life was multiplied.the evils were divided.sure thing.someone tore a huge hole in my heart.but things could have been worse if i felt isolated.
ive found a true and real bestie.i have wonderful friends.i have parents who go all the way out to give me whats best for me.i have a cranky but lovable sister.and im not gona let any of these people fall if they need a tiny lift.
now it doesnt really matter if he makes me feel so crushed all the time.
less than one week to hk man.YAYYYY!!!!woohooooooo. :D
my sis told me a whole list of her wants from hk.
and swee swee is still thinking about her list.lao po bing is a must on her list man.shes gona love it! ^_^
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2:23 PM
me ai em rosanne//ennasor personal fiddles glares of the scorching sun.warmth of the oceanic waves.touch of the sand.smell of mud n field.odd-shaped rugby ball.pool dips.
