compiled from ruai's and some random blog which i chanced upon. evidence of me being in no mood to mug. ) :
10 years ago 10 years old.pri4.class 4/8 in rss.mugged for streaming exam.looked forward to every recess.noodles were sold at 50cents or sth.drinks were selling at 20cents.i ate mixed rice in sch almost every day(cos its the best mixed rice i ever tasted ever.until now.) i stood on the platform in front of my whole school almost every morning.leading the pledge and singing the national anthem.and shouting commands in malay.i loved being the power figure at that time.i cant fanthom why now.but i do miss those times badly.
5 years ago 15 years old.sec3.class 3E in dhs.slacked in school like nobody's business.couldnt care less about my work (really regretted it when i had to slog in sec4). hung out in places like tampines mall after school.loved going spotlight for whatever reasons.loved my section in dhssb.had the craziest and the hardest times - syf.all my sat were spent in school for practices.always preparing lil gifts for concerts and comp.
1 year ago working in dbs.spending most of the money i earn.spent lots of moolahs on clothes.first time that i felt my wardrobe was bursting.
5 foodstuff i dig -mashed potato with melted cheese -mee sua -my mom's mee goreng -nachos with warm cheese -korean mee (and i just realised how cheesy i am)
5 things i would do if i were a millionaire -buy myself a mini cooper -buy my mom a new car since shes complaining abt her current car now,maybe SLK.haha. -buy my dad a sky blue benz -buy darling any car he wants -buy a beach vacation house
5 biggest joys -when my mom calls up to chat with me -post exams happiness -spending time with him -shopping sprees -busking in the sun
i just realised how complicated and complex my life has been after ive entered uni.i wished everything remained simple and everyone remained innocent.things change.ppl change.even the landscapes surrounding us change.i cant expect everything to remain status quo.that would be too much to ask for.i guess in these situations,i just hafta grow up and learn gradually.grit my teeth and hang on.i hafta learn how to cope with different kinds of people in the present society.maybe in the past, all my frens had more or less the same mentality as me.thats y i find it a culture shock to see ppl arnd me being extremely different.right now,i cant really accept it.i guess i would never ever be able to accept their mindsets.but i would just hafta live with it aint it.i guess wadever happens now,i run to my old frens.and i find comfort in the fact that my old frens are still the way they were years ago.
back to mugging.UGH!
be protracted`
4:07 PM
me ai em rosanne//ennasor personal fiddles glares of the scorching sun.warmth of the oceanic waves.touch of the sand.smell of mud n field.odd-shaped rugby ball.pool dips.
